The new one

Well seems like my surrounding tells me to forget and move on . . . a fairy told me to get me a new one, I'm not sure how easy that could be...is it possible to command the heart? maybe yes, maybe not. Sure only time will tell if these has been years of obsession or years of love.

Wait, maybe it's ME; perhaps I love the pain that love brings; there is a slight chance that my soul is the kind of soul that suffers just because it needs it, just to taste all flavors of life.

Yeah, maybe it's just me or maybe I love her like I've never loved before...I guess I'll figure it out one day.

Wind

I just heard it, sensed it. It was wind, pure and cold, leaving a far place to come and whisper that it came to take all dreams away, all joy, all love.

You know, nights like these, even as it ain't raining, even having the warm of a fire and a metal cup of coffee in my hand I still don't feel complete, I've been tryin' to get a song a memory that would make me smile, or a dream that can take me away; but it useless...my breathe, my memory, my smile, they're all together inside that one; they are all stored in the chest of the person I think, will make a great partner for my lifetime.

Wish that person would be here to see this happening, how every beat goes away dancing with the strong east wind, but I'm all alone, just this constant whisper, just this deep sigh ! just me and you that are reading, it's just us, thanks for the company.

Grissom and Sara - CSI

Another love, another lost, why do we feel what they feel? how can a love that is outside our heart do something inside us . . . the story goes over and over, and it's always the same song, the same hurt, maybe we like to feel that pain. Maybe it helps us feel alive. Maybe . . .